to people who feel offended from my previous post............ hah i dont really care actually.. (but i care about you corinne ohk?lol)mm. owells. i realised that my blog looks kinda sad and depressing. maybe because its all dark and black. and red.... anyways, the worst thing about being home alonee.. is that i have to bring mr fats down. & i dont really have the mood to because.. my moronic neighbour is singing her bloody lungs out. thinks she wants the WWW to know she fucking exists. FUNNY THING IS SHE ONLY KNOWS ONE VERSE OF THE FUCKING SONG. and its pissing me off cause she just keeps repeating it over and over. who the hell sings bloody cantonese songs in the middle of the day? HUH HUH HUH. i think if i werent a lazy bum whos too annoyed to care i'd shove a bloody mop up her ass already.
speaking of irritating people.. i hate it when people list all the things they LIKE and do NOT like. like on their friendster page/blog etc. likeeee.. ha ha ha. i'd probably just irritate you by doing the things you do NOT like. like.. if you say. i hate backstabbers then i'll purposely become your friend take a knife and stab you in the back, or maybe the face(literally), maybe you'll look better? the most overuseddddddd phrase on the 'i-hate-you-list's gotta be liars&backstabbers. like hellooooo? say it with me.. thesaurus! i dont get it seriously, i mean, isnt that kinda thing obvious&redundant? unless you say you'd really like a selfish ignorant phony friend then hello can i be your friend?
ohk. ohk. enough. after all that has happened, i've come to the conclusion that if having things turn out the way you wanted them to is the measure of a successful life, then some would say that i'm a failure. the important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. learn to let go of the past. and recognize that every day won't be sunny, and when you find yourself lost in the darkness and despair remember it's only in the black of night you see the stars. and those stars will lead you back home. so don't be afraid to make mistakes, or stumble and fall, cause most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. maybe you'll get everything you wish for. maybe you'll get more than you ever could have imagined. who knows where life will take you. the road is long and in the end, the journey is the destination.
IDA scott taylor wrote: do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone, and do not be troubled about the future, for it has yet to come. live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.
change comes like a little wind that ruffles the curtains at dawn, and it comes like the stealthy perfume of wildflowers hidden in the grass.
meet my classmates! i know some of them look stupid.. well, ohk they are stupid.